I'm not like them, but I can pretend

Well classes are over and i'm just gettin ready for finals. only three and then i'm done. my dad n lil' bro are coming up thursday n we're leavin friday after my last final. all i want to do is go home right now and forget everything bad that happened (trust me there was plenty). i wanna go home and sit on the beach all day. just sit there with my eyes closed, feeling the sun on my face, hearing the endless waves crashing down on the sand and opening my eyes to see the water that i see no end to. this semester has pushed me to my definite limits in many ways and sometimes beyond what i thought i could handle. but i'm still here so i guess i really can handle anything.

I can't take all the credit for me making it out of this year alive. i definitely would not have made it without all of the help from my friends (from erie and LI). they were the ones who gave me their hands to grab onto when mine were broken and i didn't have any left to break my fall. they picked me up when i fell (which was plenty of times) and gave me the courage to keep going when i was ready to give up on everything. they've taught me soo much about myself that it's actually scary. i realize now that i'm not superwoman and that i really do need help sometimes and that i can't always change everyone. some people just can't be changed. all of you were always there no matter what time i needed you or for how long i needed to talk. i thank God everyday that i have found such awesome people and been able to stay close to the people i've grown up with and who were there from the beginning. thank you all for everything you've done (yes liza, u've helped my tremendously too). without you i would be nothing, you all make me what and who i am. i will my erie friends sooooooo much over the summer and to my friends from home.... PARTY ON DUDES!!! next year is gonna rock w/ the apartment and this summer is gonna be the best of my life.

HERE'S TO THE FUTURE!!

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
WHERE YOU CAN ALWAYS FIND ME
WE'LL HAVE HALLOWEEN ON CHRISTMAS
AND IN THE NIGHT WE'LL WISH THIS NEVER ENDS
WE'LL WISH THIS NEVER ENDS

I luv all u gurls that made my life soo much better!!

PEACE OUT!!!