I'm not like them, but I can pretend

Last night was the first night since i've been home that i've felt alive. me, jen f., jen s., kristin o., jackie e., and julisa s., went out. it was the most fun i've had in a long time. we went back and relived some old EI traditions....... starbucks, then applebee's, then 7-11 for some late night/early morning slurpees. it was great gettin back w/ the gang and just bullshittin w/ them for hours. i think i missed that most when i was at school. my throat actually hurt from talkin and laughin so much. now we just gotta wait for this weather to brighten up n then we can all go to the beach. i've been waitin all year for it and it either hasn't been warm enough, or it's rained. hopefully soon it will get nice.

Last night was great but so far, today sucks. i feel like i have a massive hangover but i didn't drink last night at all. my head is just thobbing and i feel like total shit. i dunno what the hell's wrong w/ me today. grrr i hate feelin like crap. and to top it off i had to wake up at 7 and go sit at baseball feilds for hours. i'm home for now but later i have to go w/ my brother to the NYSSMA festival which is the New York State School Music Association, where u prepare a solo during the year, go to the designated site, perform your solo and scales that the judge chooses, and also perform sight reading/singing. it doesn't take long but it's kinda nerve racking. i just have to go to make sure he gets there on time and gets registered and doesn't get lost. i really don't want to do it but what other choice do i have. Oh well, i'm spent

Peace Out!!!