I'm not like them, but I can pretend

Hey there everyone!! I gave blood today so I feel like i'm actually good for something. I'm soo excited cuz i have nothing due tomara so YAY! No stressing for me (until tomorrow).

Well that's about all the good news i have today. I checked my mail today and I still haven't gotten the package from my mom or a letter from my Grandmother. I'm startin to think that maybe she doesn't want contact w/ me anymore. I feel really bad about takin a while to write her back but i didn't get the letter until the day i left for home so i couldn't write to her. I told her that in my letter but i still haven't gotten a response. I wrote her back the first day I was back at GU. I really hope she doesn't hate me now or that she's not sick or something. Damn I hate it when this happens. I'm so worried that she's mad at me or something. I just hope that she writes back soon so I know where I stand w/ the family.

Lately a certain person i know has really been pissing me the fuck off. Not everyone can get 100's on every fuckin test or be 100% confident when they take a test. I just hate it when I'm put down or made to feel like she's better than me. Just because I studied my ass off and only got a 71 doesn't mean you're better than me so fuck off. Just because you were the valedictorian of ur class along w/ 10 other ppl, doesn't give u the right to say to me "oh wow, u did really bad" Fuck you, you don't know me, u don't know what i've been goin through lately so go to hell. "Well maybe u would've done better if you went to bed instead of studyin till 4 in the mornin. GGRRRRRRRR. I can't take stuck up people anymore, u all need to go to hell.

Oh well, that's enough of my ranting, i'm gonna bounce
Peace out!!