I'm not like them, but I can pretend

I'm not really in the mood to do anything right now and that includes updating......... i'll jus leave some lyrics that maybe can give an inclination as to what i'm feelin at the moment

Greenday-Only of You

I wish i could tell you
But the words would come out wrong
Now if you only knew
The way i've felt for so long
I know that we're worlds apart
But i just don't seem to care
These feelings in my heart
Only with you i want to share

The first time i caught
A glimpse of you
Then all my thoughts
Were only of you

I hope that when time goes by
You will feel the same about me
Many nights awake i lie
I only wish that you could see
I know that we're only friends
I hope this feeling never ends
If i could only hold you
It's the only thing i wanna do

The first time i caught
A glimpse of you
Then all my thoughts
Were only of you

Good Charlotte-Emotionless

Hey Dad.......
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you that i still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart
How this feel apart

Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're alright?

CHORUS:
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mothers heart
You broke your children for life
It's not OK
But we're alright
I remeber the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now i'm writing just to let you know i'm still alive

The days i spent so
Cold so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this
Tattoed body
There's things i'll take to my grave
But i'm OK

CHORUS

Sometimes I forgive
And this time I'll admit
That i miss you
Said i miss you

CHORUS

Sometimes i forgive
And this time i'll admit
That i miss you
Said i miss you.....

Hey Dad