I'm not like them, but I can pretend

Well sorry for all of u who like to actually read this, i've been quite busy these past few days. You know what? People really fuckin annoy me. I mean those ppl that try to ruin other ppl's lives b/c they refuse to deal w/ their own shit. They just blame it on other ppl, like me. So Dad, fuck U. I can't believe i actually blamed myself for your shit. It wasn't my fault that you ruined your own life so stop blaming me. You've already fucked me up beyond all belief and i can't believe i actually loved you at one time. You are a sick son of a bitch and I honestly hope that one day some one hurts you just as you have hurt me.

Well ok, enough of that, i don't think ppl actually want to hear about my retarted family life. This week was very interesting. I've really found ppl who i can call true friends here and i'm sooo excited. Amy, Liza, Jen, u guys fuckin rock. Thanx for listenin to all my shit lately. If i were u, i'd be tired of my complainin but u've all assured me ur not so thank u. I do feel really bad however that i've kinda been ignoring my other friends here at Gannon U. I'm sorry guys, i luv you all but lately i've just been in the mood to chill n not go anywhere. I still do care about u guys, i'm just a little fucked up right now, yeah i know, most of you are asking how that is different from any other time, but trust me, i'm really messed up from some wierd shit goin on right now.

Nothin much more to say so i think i'm gonna just leave you with this thought........ Have you ever had ice cream throat?