I'm not like them, but I can pretend

Lost in time without a trace
My mind is floating through outerspace
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
My body is stuck here in the this place
My soul is trapped in this warped case
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
I stand at the shore and look out to sea
An endless nothing, just like me
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
Sand crawls into my shoes
I've go nothing left to lose
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
It's getting cold now, time to go home
I never thought I could feel so alone
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
The sun now falls behind dark clouds
Seagulls fly away as the waves crash down
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
Darkness falls as I reach my door
Behind me thunder rumbles, it begins to pour
Stare into the sky
And wonder why
Why am I still here?
Love warms my face as I step inside
I see my family and start to cry
Little ones hug me, my arms they fill
My family loves me and always will
I see their smiling faces, they don't cry
Yes, that's it
Now I know why