I'm not like them, but I can pretend

ooohhhh i am soo pist off right now it's not even funny. my mother is about to get her face punched in if she doesn't quit hassling me about dumb shit. today on the way home from work, she just randomly tells me that i have to go to bed earlier. umm excuse me, i'm 19 fucking years old and i work till two AM. i do respect all of my parents rules because i am living under their roof but i am not bothering anyone when i stay up late. i usually just sit in my room and read, or sit on the comp and talk to friends. and then i was in my room listening to music earlier and putting some pics on my wall and she just walks in the room. now i thought i had locked it cuz i just got a new door that actually works so i lock it when i'm in there but i thought maybe i just forgot to and then i see the knife in her hand. she got a butter knife fron the kitchen, and picked the damn lock w/ it. does she have that little respect for me? then she has the nerve to tell me to keep my music lower (it wasn't loud to begin with) and go to bed soon (what am i six?). and the worse part is, she sees nothing wrong w/ it. i've brought it up to her how she never knocks before she comes in my room and if she does, she knocks AS she's walking in which in my mind doesn't count. i really can't wait to go back to school. at least there, the ppl will respect my privacy and understand that if i lock the fucking door, that means i wanna be alone. i just wanna get out of here, i'm so frustrated with myself and the ppl around me that i've been in a rage all day. i only have one more week of work and class so that is prolly the only good thing going on. wow i do feel a whole lot better now that i got that out. i'm still angry but i'm not ready to put a hole in the fucking wall anymore.

Peace Out!!!