When will I be all better

I'll just have to wait for another day

For now I'll just have to settle

With being just a little bit OK

I'm not what I was before

And I guess I'll never be again

But it's not always a bad thing

To break before you bend

It's wearing me down

It's wearing me out

Believing in the thing

That planted this seed of doubt

It wears me out

How can I write this letter

When I never know what to say

It will never be anything good

But maybe a little bit OK

It's wearing me down

It's wearing me out

Believing in the thing

That planted this seed of doubt

It wears me out

You know

That I go

To the place where all my innocence and guilt collide

When I go

Will you show

Me all the fantasy and tell me that I shouldn't hide

It's wearing me down

It's wearing me out

Believing in the thing

That planted this seed of doubt

It wears me out

When will I be all better

I'll just have to wait for another day

For now I'll just have to settle

With being just a little bit OK

~Me!! 1/19/07