fuck i'm tired........... i guess 70 plus hours a week will do that to you.  i can't wait til i can just work 1 full time job like a normal human being. 

in other news, i saw john again for the first time in like 2 years.  i never realized how much i missed him. i walked into the defensive driving course at my library and he was sitting right there.  it was so nice to talk to him, we fell right back into old habits.  no awkward silences or anything like that. just easy and funny conversation.  if i ever stop being such a chicken-shit, i'll call him up and see if he wants to do something.

and that's pretty much the only good thing that's happened to me in the last few weeks.  but whatever, i'll live.....